She shook her head. Not no. Not denial. A frantic, broken shake that meant don’t ask, don’t open it, you don’t understand.
Daniel stepped closer to the metal door. Up close it was worse. The steel was old, painted over many times, the edges sealed with fresh plaster that had now cracked away. There was a heavy slide bolt on the outside. And a padlock, old and rusted, hanging open but looped through the hasp as if someone had locked it in a hurry and not had time to click it shut.
There was also a small, square hatch at eye level, no bigger than a book, with a rusted latch.
The banging shifted. A palm slapped flat against the metal from the inside, right where the hatch was, and then fingers curled around the edge, trying to pull it.
Daniel’s breath caught.
He reached for the latch.
“No!” Vanessa screamed.
It was the first word she had said since he hit her, and it ripped out of her raw and hoarse. She lunged forward on her knees, grabbing for his wrist.
“Daniel, please, not like this, not in front of Lily, please—”
He caught her hands. Her skin was cold. Her pulse was hammering so fast he could feel it against his palms.
“Then tell me,” he said, looking straight into her eyes. “Tell me right now what I’m about to find.”
Vanessa stared at him, her lips trembling, her cheek still red where his hand had struck her. Shame and terror fought openly across her face.
“It’s my sister,” she whispered. “It’s Elise.”
The name hit Daniel like a second hammer blow.
Elise had died. Eight years ago. A car accident. Vanessa had shown him the photos, the obituary, the small grave with fresh flowers every anniversary. Vanessa had mourned her every winter. Quietly, privately, refusing to talk about it.
“Elise is dead,” Daniel said.
Vanessa closed her eyes. A sob broke out of her.
“No,” she breathed. “She’s been here. The whole time.”
The hand inside slammed against the hatch again, harder, and a voice came through. Hoarse, cracked from disuse, but unmistakably a young woman’s voice.
“Vanessa? Vanessa, is that you?”
Lily flinched, but she didn’t hide. She stepped out from behind Daniel’s leg, just an inch, and answered.
“It’s Lily! I heard you singing!”
The voice on the other side made a sound that was half laugh, half sob.
“Lily-bug? You came back?”
Daniel felt the floor tilt under him.
He turned the latch on the small hatch and yanked it open.
Dust poured out. And then a face appeared in the square of darkness.
She was twenty-eight, maybe twenty-nine, but she looked younger and older all at once. Her hair was dark like Vanessa’s but cut short and uneven, as if she had done it herself with dull scissors. Her cheeks were hollow. Her eyes were huge, red-rimmed, and they fixed instantly on Lily, softening with a recognition so tender it made Daniel’s chest ache.
And then she saw Daniel, and fear flooded her face. She jerked back from the hatch.
“No,” she whispered. “No, no, he can’t see me. Vanessa, you said he couldn’t know.”
