But on my first paid afternoon with Evelyn, I saw the exact number on my timesheet and understood that I might sleep seven hours that night.
We went to the library.
She took twenty minutes choosing a mystery, then asked me to open it to the middle.
“Why the middle?”
“Everybody polishes the first page.”
I read a paragraph aloud. She listened with her eyes closed.
“Acceptable,” she declared.
On the drive home, she asked about school. I told her I loved making a column of numbers balance. How a problem with a correct answer felt restful after a day of guessing what strangers wanted.
“Have you looked at evening classes again?”
“Looking doesn’t cost anything.”
“Neither does asking.”
I applied for financial aid the following Sunday. Evelyn didn’t fill out the forms for me. She sat at her dining table writing birthday cards while I used my own old laptop. When I swore at a frozen page, she supplied a better swear word.
By November, I had reduced my café shifts and stopped delivering on the two nights I had class. I still counted grocery money, but I no longer counted the hours before the electricity might go off.
Then Alexander’s communications director called.
Her name was Paige. She sounded cheerful and busy.
“We’re doing a holiday feature about people who make a difference in our community,” she said. “Alexander mentioned your story.”
“What story?”
“Your act of kindness at the café. His mother. It’s beautiful. We’d love a photograph of you together.”
I sat on the edge of my bed, looking at a basket of laundry.
“Would Evelyn want that?”
“We’ll handle her approval.”
“Then ask her first.”
Paige explained there would be a small honorarium. She mentioned the overdue bill as a moving detail, and my face went hot.
“How do you know about that?”
Silence, briefly.
“Someone at the restaurant recalled it.”
I thought of the folded paper falling from my apron near the register, of Luis picking it up before I could. He had never been cruel about my money. That didn’t make it his to distribute.
“I’m not comfortable,” I said.
“Of course. We can leave the amount out.”
“I mean the feature.”